september.

1st day of september ! wow. i’m starting school REALLY soon. i have to start on my summer homework >_<

oh you procrastinator.

so many thoughts just running through my head.

how is junior year going to be, will i make the team, do i need to study more, will i get enough sleep, and just more&more thoughts.

but the biggest thought in my head is him. i love you, but i’m starting to have second thoughts. long distance is really hard.. i can’t see you. hug you. interlock my fingers with yours. hold you. kiss you. even just laying on the grass, staring at the clouds. i really miss you. just chatting, texting, and calling you isn’t enough. it feels selfish but i can’t help it. >_<

-sigh-  these thoughts are giving me insomnia T___T